Here’s a little sharing about my own journey and what brought me to create Heart and Soul Horizons.
The baseline emotion of humanity is grief. We perceive ourselves as separate beings and spend a lifetime trying to be successful, independent and individual. We have got it so wrong. Beneath grief, that which we experience as being separate from Source, is a sense of abandonment and rejection, emotions which fill many of our lives and we are forever trying to fill that void space which often leads to addictions in many forms and/or the over or under inflated ego of the wounded child-mind. We are all children of the Light and as such we need to perceptibly reconnect ourselves to Source and to each other in Love, Joy, Peace and Harmony. Remember Source Love never leaves us, we are always and in all ways inextricably a part of Source. Separation is our own 3D construct and perception. Expansion is the 5D reality.
I have spent all my adult life as a Therapist, Healer and as a Teacher of many healing modalities. In 2016 I spontaneously began downloading information in channel. I was very wary of this awakening but went along with the downloads and this particular source of channel remained very strong for two days solid – and then remained as an integral part of my Soul’s awareness. I sensed that a connection was made which was there to comfort me in some way and give me greater understanding of who I am. Five days later my step son collapsed with a brain tumour and my husband and I spent nine very painful months watching him get weaker and slowly pass away from this Earth dimension.
When we witness death it’s both sad and joyful. Sad, as we witness and feel the pain of loss and grief but also the joy of knowing that the Soul lives on and is ever present either in body, in being or as part of the great Cosmos.
Grief is strong and transforms us deeply. It takes us back to that original perceived wounding of separation and the only sustenance is the Light, is Love.
My own spiritual connections have always been strong, at times in my life more so, but at the point of my step sons passing they were immense. When we are in strong alignment with Source, magical things begin to happen.
The first for me was in meeting an old Soul whom I instantly recognised as a Soul connection. We were both workshop leaders at a Spiritual Event. Through a sound transmission I learned my Soul name – Rhosalaria, Lady of the rose pink Light.
A doorway opened. I began to channel loads and wrote pages down.